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[03 Jul 2002|08:33pm]
hm i saw a cool movie last night. twas called pumpkin. thats all i have to say.
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hmm... [23 May 2002|08:30pm]
[ mood | okay ]

its been somwtime i have gone without writing in this thing, who knows why, I guess i just dont care and i am lazy. I went to Garfield today and signed up for all my classes.i saw arthur sanford, my friend from elementary school. School place has a dance tommorow. How awful. I think i better go i have nothing left to say.

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[29 Apr 2002|06:35pm]
[ mood | calm ]

how are all? Me i'm ok. it's really beautiful out isnt it. I had such a weird weekend. Saturday i wnet to my grandparents 50th aniversary and i felt sick. THen my brother gave me a few glasses of whine. and i threw up and my nose started bleeding. I woke up the next morning in a strange room. A single person bed, white walls, photographs, van gogh painting stary night (not the original, telephone me. I was wearing a tux shirt and dress pants. I felt awful, sick, confused. I soon got up to relize iwas at my parents friends house. I sat on the couch watching the tv for hours. Then i was informed i had to go to another party. We ended up at my uncles house. i sat outside watching the birds in the trees. i finally got home at 830 i got little homework done. and as a result mr buchanan yelled at me, bastard. I got new clothes and thats alright i guess. But things are pretty so iam happy.

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[24 Apr 2002|08:58pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

what a life i live. I hope my life makes me happy. me tink it does. with all the things that make me sad about myself like being ugly and what not i am still happy. I am so glad to be happy.
Now today i took ms taylors first and mistah katz second because i am cool and i usually do it the other way. Ms taylor had me switch cuz she think i am smart and she thinks i should go to the smarter class (she thinks first is smartah) but it is not really important.
I am writting my essay on this excellent t.s. eliot poem.its like the best. its called the hollow men or some bloshy like that.
my mama bought me pants to wear to mi grandparents aniversary. i wrot totally badass comment in mbridos lj.
i never write about much in this journale do I?
I will start soon i think, writting important stuff i mean.
I am reading yet another book, the catcher in the rye, tis fabulous.

ok bye bye love you all.

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[22 Apr 2002|06:13pm]
mmm...i have sweet milky chai. My aunt is visiting from israel. I did all my homework already, is'nt that wonderful for me. We had to pick a poem to read for ms taylors so i got this cool thing shakespear wrote its extra cool. School was all bad again. But as usual i had fun is math with mcbride. and also as usual mira got angry with me for some mysterious reason.
But my oh so sweet milky milky milky chai tea has relieved all human troubles.
You all have a lovely day.
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[20 Apr 2002|07:27pm]
helllo. today i went to broadway and watched all the protesting people. THen i got bored and walked downtown. Downtown had lots more protesting people.
I am in much pain. I cant move.
No one is home again.
TOday after i got back i sathere untill now. i am very bored. and in pain.and i am waiting for someone to come home.
hooray another boring weekend.
you all have a nice day.
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[19 Apr 2002|05:47pm]
hi.
Its me.
I'm playing with computer air cleaner canister.
I wish school would hurry up and get over.
I am doing nothing this weekend, its should be fun.
I dont have mutch to say but you have a nice day.


Buy Nothing Day
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[16 Apr 2002|07:12pm]
school makes me unhappy. classes are fine but i just cant stand the children.
I hate lunch time. i sit there pitying myself. its really sad.
There are so good few good people in the world.

My brothers over right now so i am not feeling too bad.
Thats all i want to say.
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[15 Apr 2002|02:52pm]
[ mood | blank ]

it has been a week or so since i last wrote in this thing hasnt it. I did not have the most wonderful day. I wasnt in a very good mood bbut math and mcbride cheered me up a bit. But on the bus i saw all the people that make me so upset. All the stupid peoples shouldnt bother me so much but they do. oh well.
Now i am better i have tea. And i have choclate coated fruit peels that i was sent from israel.
Hm what of importance happened in the LAst week to andrew wentz?
Lets see:
I got a letter from lacey.
I got tea.
I got sumore tea (some more tea, not like the camp food)
Iw ent to brodway with trina and on borodway i saw a shirt i wanted. Later she bought it and it made me angry. But on brodway i bought music.
THen i went to the park with trina.
Then we came home and my parents were out looking for me. this i found ammusing.
I did most my homework.
And my grandmother came.

That is all i recall at this moment in time.
Ihave to type up all my notes for my mr.katz project, what a bummer. It was nice to have the old katz back for some reason, he seems happy.
Is hould go now and start my homework stuffs.

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sick... [05 Apr 2002|06:42pm]
I feel sick but it doesnt bother me much. I am making myself some calm tea and i have a break coming. I hope i can get all my work done early but i will try nad not worry.
My afterschool hours have been pretty dull. Its very unandrew like of me but i am considering starting my work soon and not procrastinating. But i will almost surely do it next weekend.
I should go now.
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[05 Apr 2002|03:42pm]
hello. Today was like boring and i felt sad becasue thats just how i am sometimes. McBride was all like mad becasue i was acting unhappy during math. On the bus i shapped up a bit though. Then i came home then i went to the outside but i am sick and i felt uncomfotable. It's really sad LAcey went back to Pitsburg today. It's awful for my brother and her, becasue he is going to CHina and wont be back for a while makes me sad for them.
I dont feel like writting so stopping.
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[29 Mar 2002|04:15pm]
I am tired. but i am entertaining myself with my Nadsat translator i just downloaded. its loads of fun.
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[26 Mar 2002|07:32pm]
[ mood | sick ]

I feel tired and sick. I was out kind of late last night going with my brother and his girlfriend to tocoma to send my cousin away. Lacey, my brothers girlfriends little brother came to seattle today. And on friday we ar seeing lazer radiohead,
I am feeling very sick and hot it is unpleasent. My father has been really sick i hope i do not catch what he has. We are finished with the evil tests.
Yesterday i went to the doctor and got my blood taken. and she told me to like write in a journal because if i am depressed i might be the last to know. this made little sense to me but i shrugged along.
My father went out like an hour ago to get my medicine and he still isnt back. hrm.
i feel sick so i will go now.bye!

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sunshine... [22 Mar 2002|03:53pm]
[ mood | okay ]

my eyes hurt. Today actually wasnt to bad. It's nice t have a good day from time to time. I have a bit of hw this weekend but nothing that will take up alot of time. I TA for taylor 4th period and have her class2nd. In second she seemed very impressed with my talk about the theodore roesch poem we read. This was confirmed 4th when she said nice things about how intelligent i was and we talked about poetry and music and she seemed more impressed. Then she talked about on the road and the fifties and weed. She asked me "do they still call it weed. I said yes and we talked a little more about weed. Then she told me to read a catcher in the rye and i said ok. SHe also said if she guided me and my reading she could change my life, i didnt accept or deny this offer. SHe let me got early from class becasue the other childrens got tooo very noisy. I simply loved the poem we read it reminded me very much of tom waits.
She also seemed impressed when i told her i liked tom waits. That women has more to offer than i imagined. I will get all the education i can from her untill i leave that school. She has taught me more than i thought i could know.
So i had a good informative day. I also didnt do well on the new test in math but i still had fun with sean mcbride. I stayed mostly around the library at lunch and was bored.
I am home now and i am the only one, things are all quiet and peacful and i love it.
Good bye little children and we will se what the day brings

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[22 Mar 2002|01:40pm]
braaah! this is andrew! iam in school in the library. and erin is here. Erin is cool. I am going. bye
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bored and cold... [21 Mar 2002|07:54pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

i did a total of 5 minutes of homework. Any effort i make at having a life proves useless. I cut myself under the nail of my left middle finger it hurts still. Finally it is almost friday maybe i can find something interesting to do. I will soon start my reading and writting again it will be good.

My parents are still of, so i am calm atleast somewhat. Tonight hasent been an awful night just slow.
I fed sydneys fish but i relized i am a day ahead. oh well. The black one comes to the top of the water when you sing. And the large gold one is afraid of me. I like fish.
I am begining to wish i didnt have to go to school or atleast deal with the people. but there is not much i can do about it is there?
It would be better for me if i didnt complain about my life, it truly could be much worst but i am just not satisfied easily.
I will go now and read or something.bye.

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[21 Mar 2002|05:30pm]
I am home now. with a piece of toast gone along with it's friend. I made the toast then ate it. That is all i have done post returning to the old house around 5 oclock. on didnt have my usual calm bus ride home. Alex got on the bus as i stepped on and describedto me how he "carved a kid in the mouth" I also saw mike, the annoying bike rider who's vocabulary is made mostly of the words "boobs" "faggot" "gay" "queer" "shutup" "ohmygawd" "gawddammit" "fuck" etc etc. HE of course said in his little evil voice "your dumb" as i said hello mike. I got off the bus then returned home. But i couldnt be alone yet! Parents were home. I made toast. Made cinnamin sugar. Pulled toast out of the toaster. Buttered toast. put sugar on. sat and quickly ate. Luckily my parents left quickly for the "spring fling" So once again i returned to my seat as the calm little center of the universe.
I hate when i relize i know bad people and when i relize people i thought i liked are more evil and badness than goodness. But i also do like it much when i relize i do have good people that belong to me and it makes me gri happily.
Before this entry gets out of hand i will return to my lazy thoughts and mindless talking.
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I have tazo [20 Mar 2002|09:00pm]
My magic lotus tea is quit tasty. I am tired but this is far from a surprise becasue I have been tired for years it seems. It is cold outside. My house feels nasty right now and i feel irritable and upset for some unknown reason or possibly for no reason at all. TOnight was boring. I had very little homework but i did none of it really. my math is difficult to understand. I called clea but she was at the opera. My dad was gone so i ate little of nutritious value. I need more sleep and alot more alone time becasue i feel awful lately. I wish very much i could avoid the people at my school they are for the most part annoying. but many of the crimes i dislike them for i am guilty of myself.
But thats not my point. my point is that i am bored, deathly bored. My dull life makes me frustrated and angry and sad. I had this feeling. The only reason i continue to live is i have a dim hope for improvement.
Before i get more out of hand i will stop complaining I do pleanty of complaining outside of this journal so i will stop now!
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snowing it is... [20 Mar 2002|04:03pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

possibly no school tommarow i am thinking. i made two eggs. i boiled them. hard boiled them. they are hot. Today was regular at best. boring. i have a math test tommarow and i wouldnt be surprised if i did badly. i will study so it will be good. i wish my dad were home so he could help but what are you ganna do eh? My cousin and sydney are in canada. she (my cousin) called for her pin number. Standardizied testing continued today. I had my usual 6th period with sean mcbride, it is my most entertaining period but also my most difficult, it being math. I hope to take care of my school buisness earlier than i usualy take care of it. I have little moe to write about so i will stop writting.

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mexican hat and super glue too!!! [19 Mar 2002|09:08pm]
hello all. well it looks (by "looks" i mean feels) like i am getting a touch of something (by something i mean a mild infection of my body). I am tired and worn out from a long day of what they ( by they i mean them)(by them i mean those guys) call education. I took super boring surprisingly hard !!!!STANDARDIZED TEST!!! Thats right little children they (this is possibly the same they i refered to earlier but not certainly) continue to give us the nice little green booklets (i am not sure which is the booklet anymore but i am calling the question packet booklet) with a picture of 4 multiracial kids (yes i belive 4) working on presumably some sort of project together on the cover. Then we are handed the answer "booklets" which happen to be more of what one mightdescribe as too pices of paper stapled together.
So anyways we had a social studies pportion tudays. I knew few of the questions. many of them concerned mexican guys i care not of and canadian parliment which i care less of. it made me relize how little i know and how much i am expected to know. Fortunately i was born a white-uppermiddleclass-american-male so there is little i can do to fail completly in life. I feel sick but when i talk to some of the few loving people i know it puts me in a good mood and therefore i get strange and random. A GOOd eXample of this randomness as it may be refered too can be viewed in a recent comment i made in a mr.sean mcbrides lj. I am bored and trying to distract myself from the stupid things i've done today and the hw i have yet to complete. Today also i was given a less formal test in math. but it is still what one might call standardized if they were thoughtful enough becasue it was given to more than 150 math students and they were all expected to achieve the same level of understanding, luckily that level was set very low (if you consider low bad and you consider bad getting more answer wrong rather than few and you consider wrong not the predetermined "right" or "correct" answer) I have lost my train of thought. Infact today i feel very little like i have had a "train" I have been able to censentrait for somwhere around 15 minutes before i crave a new challenge. I am slowly becoming like a common 2 year old.
Joseph Staten and i's FREE TIBET campaign is going well. I did not meet with him after todays designated school hours were over but we are still ahead of scheduale. I am suddenly aware of a hunger in my mouth that moves towards my stomach.
H,, a chance it will snow tommarow. On one hand i will not deal with the idiots who can hardly wipe their own asses in my first second third and fith periods but i will se sean mcbride 6th who is well educated in the world of good art and humor and music.
For now this is all but for this is nt over yet.
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